But this time was different. I was relieved. I had finally finished. My hero and heroine finally had the Happily Ever After they deserved and I'd finished it at just shy of 80 000 words, my shortest novel so far.
I was a little scared by how short it was. I thought it was something to be alarmed about. But I realized it's because over the year, through the many drafts and the houses I spent working on my novels, I have refined my craft.
But, the worse feeling was not my fear of having written too less, but my growing sense of loss. I didn't want to say good-bye. I'd fallen in love with my hero and I thought of my Heroine as a best friend. They'd become a part of my everyday life over the last twelve months and suddenly, it was all coming to an end.
But as the saying goes, 'When one chapter ends, another begins.'
'Deceive Me in Ireland' is just the second of four stories and I have so many plans for novels to write. As I said in an earlier post, my muse has been running wild with motivation over the last two weeks. I had written the first chapter of an new novel I have planned, a rural romance set in Scone. I'm really looking forward to writing this novel. My connection with it is strong and in just a day it has grown from 3000 words to 8000. Whilst I miss my Irishman, William and Cara, my timid heroine from Melbourne, I find myself making new friends already.
There's only one thing more satisfying than typing the words 'THE END' and that starting a new novel. There's the first time tingle of attraction, those awkward first impressions and those fresh starts.
My newest WIP, 'Fixing Fences' is all about new beginnings and how sometimes, they are the only thing that can fix the past.
Happy reading/writing everyone,
Interesting, I'm in a similar position, about to start my second book. I think you just have to dive in and embrace the change, every novel has its own soul and it's an exciting prospect to begin crafting another. Good luck! :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Jack. I think your right. The first few chapters can sometimes be a little scary. I'm a panster and whilst I have plotted a story line for this novel, I don't plan my characters. They tend to grow on me, a little like aqquaintance that should, but the third chapter become friends. If my characters aren't in avid conversation with me by then, I know it's time to start over.
DeleteThanks for stopping by!
W
Whitney, well done with the blog.
ReplyDeleteI'm a little different as I have two on the go.
However, I did cry when two of the characters went to their rest. Even when doing the first edits, I teared up quite a bit.
However, I do have the second one to go on with as well.
Good luck with your first book and I hope the second goes along well too.
Hi Jenny,
DeleteIt can get like that. I haven't yet started writing two books at the same time to that extent. I had first chapter for my third and my second was close to finish.
Good luck with your writing,
W